New Beginnings

​This has been such a huge transitional season for me. I have so many thoughts that are running through my mind, so I thought it was time for another blog post.

I graduated from high school almost four months ago, and have since then stepped into a new journey- college. I have had so many emotions, from one end of the spectrum to the other. I have felt excitement, fear, anxiety, joy, restlessness, peace, and many more that I won’t name for time’s sake. Here recently I have been struggling with fear, lack of faith, and restlessness. I have known the truth of God’s provision, but chose to live in defeat and fear instead of the victory that was given to me by God Himself.

It’s almost been a week since I’ve been at SAGU and I have already grown so much. I have experienced God’s grace on whole new levels, and have seen His work that He has done through my life. This week I have been involved in Spiritual Saturation, which is basically a spiritual refreshing week for back to school. It has truly revealed so many things to me:

“For the Lord your God is the one who goes with you to fight for you against your enemies to give you victory.”

-Deuteronomy 20:4

1. I have the VICTORY

Why do we continue to live in defeat when the battle is already won? We already have the victory, but it’s our choice as to whether we want to receive and live in it or not. I have lived in a constant state of defeat these past few weeks, mainly about finances. Can I just be super transparent for a second? SAGU is not cheap. Can I also get an amen?! I know that SAGU is expensive, but I also KNOW the GOD OF PROVISION. A victory cry has welled up inside my heart and I am so excited to WIN. I am tired of being lied to and losing; I am ready to be a winner and I pray that you are to.

“Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly and abundantly above ALL we ask or imagine..”

-Exodus 3:20

1. HE is ABLE

Whatever it is that seems so out of reach- your calling, passion, needs, etc… HE is ABLE. This is probably the most common phrase that I have heard throughout this week. All of these things are impossible for us to achieve and reach, but we serve a God who makes it possible. I am so thankful that I know a God who is all-powerful and yet all-personal at the same time. He cares about those callings, passions, and needs. He cares about the little things just as much as He cares about the big things. No matter how big or small it may seem, trust that you serve a God that is able and willing. That being said, you have to be willing as well. You have to be willing to yield yourself to the process. Sometimes, it’s not the right time, or even the right thing for that matter, but He always knows what He’s doing. Always. He is constantly working behind the scenes to make a way for you.

“And we know that in all tings God works together for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to His purpose.”

-Romans 8:28

1. It is going to be OK

When we are in the middle of a trial, it’s hard to see the big picture. I have found it difficult to look past the rain and at the rainbow. I get it; I’ve been there. I have always learned that living this way only causes the heart to become restless or unsettled. It has caused me to lay awake at night unable to sleep. I was so restless that I couldn’t even see a glimpse of the rainbow; I had no joy, and most of all… I had no peace. That is such a hard thing to go through, and my heart truly goes out to anyone struggling with restlessness. This past week, I have truly allowed the Lord to give me peace. Last night, the DYD from Tennessee spoke about the rights we have as children of God. I realized that I have a RIGHT to peace. I have a RIGHT to live in joy. These are my rights, and they cannot be taken away, unless I allow them to be. If you are restless, let the Lord remind you of His truths that He has over your life. He wants you to live in peace. Have peace in knowing that everything is going to turn out exactly how God intends for it to, as long as you continue to live a life that is pleasing to Him. Be willing to receive and feel the peace enter your heart.

I know this was a longer post, but I feel like there are others going through a transition season where God is moving you from here to there. I want you to be encouraged tonight. I want you to know that you are not alone. I want you to know that Its not easy, because we make it hard. All we have to do is open our hearts and receive favor, provision, and anything that God is ready to hand to you.

I pray that during this season of transition that you would fully depend on God with every single aspect of your life.

Lastly, remind yourself of these truths every single day: 

You have the victory, He is able, and it is going to be ok.